gayaspinkink:

I hate how i am still madly in love with you…

I hate the fact that you think I’m over you…

I hate that i would do anything to make you feel better but i sometimes doubt that you’d be there for me…

I hate that everytime I try to help you throw it back in my face and everytime i try to give you distance you get angry at me for being distant…

I hate the fact that after all these things and many more it’s going to take me forever to get over you…

I hate the fact that I can’t explain to you why you’re so very very special to me… why something about you just sparks something inside of me…I wish I could explain it because maybe it would make something better…

I hate the fact that I can’t tell you how much I love you… that I end every conversation with ‘xoxo’ instead of saying ‘i love you’ like i really want to…

I hate the fact that no matter what I am feeling inside I have no words to tell you! Because if I knew the right words to explain what I feel then we’d be alright…